mea culpa

there aren’t very many things i’ve done which i’ve instantly regretted. most of the time because i put a lot of thought – too much thought in fact – into something before i decide to do it. but as always there are exceptions. perhaps i read too much into your apparent nonchalance, and before i knew it this ugly automatic defense mechanism had set in. do you not know the feeling of wanting to lay claim to the very things which you yourself gave up the rights to? it’s crazy and it’s unreasonable and it’s wrong, but it’s true.

this one’s for you. because i thought it would fit in perfectly with that ‘collection’ you perhaps rather more thoughtlessly than i’d have liked to think, put together for me. if you still remember. (=

Waltz for Koop by Koop

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[Author's note: Please read this]

~ by may on April 10, 2008.